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Friday, August 18th, 2006
Friday
Aug. 18th @3:05AM
now that i have insomnia__lovee, the only thing i'll use this for is a photo journal. sometimes.

these are pictures i took of long beach island and parts of the harbor:

    
    
    
    
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Wednesday, August 9th, 2006
Wednesday
Aug. 9th @10:03PM
- You've got me seeing through different eyes.
I love my online friends and I love the Internet for allowing me to HAVE online friends. They're the best things in the world. 
GGSiST, GGFF, and everyone else I've met through the4thlorelai and this LJ. God, I just love you all so much.

current mood: cheerful
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Friday, August 4th, 2006
Friday
Aug. 4th @2:18PM
- Insanely Bored
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Friday, July 28th, 2006
Friday
Jul. 28th @11:00PM
wow, disney channel is the craaaaziest guilty please ever!! *wink*

current mood: ashamed
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Thursday, July 27th, 2006
Thursday
Jul. 27th @9:42PM

my dad said that when he told lydia about the bus for mater dei, they started kicking around ideas for worst case scenarios in case mater dei doesn't work out in the end, me commuting to the city to go to preston instead. and i got so excited. i mean, i know it'll never happen, but it's so fun to think about.



current mood: optimistic
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Thursday
Jul. 27th @12:37PM
Got book sale info and stuff from Mater Dei...freshmen orientation is on September 6th, then I go for a few hours on the 7th for the laptop orientation and the first full day is the 8th. *nervous* I can't believe school starts at 7:50 this year, I usually left for SILS around 7:55 or 8!! I'm going to die.
The book sale is August 22 and I get my schedule there, too...and gym uniform and polos, but my dad still has to order the rest of the uniforms from a company they reccomend...I think we were supposed to do that a few weeks ago. And my physical was supposed to be before July 15th..my dad scheduled it for August 18th. And yesterday we got a letter from the Union Beach Transportation department saying their busess won't be going to Mater Dei this year. So yep, we're really prepared. That and I CANNOT get through Of Mice and Men and I have a test on it the first week of school. It's SO boring!! 

I can tell, this is going to be a fantastic school year, right?

current mood: nerdy
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Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
Wednesday
Jul. 26th @5:44AM
The wake was soo boring..well until the end. I hung out with Lydia's hotel people all day & called Kayleigh (my dad thinks it's because death reminds me of her...but he's mean) becaaaaause I missed her. We were in Spanish Harlem all day, so we ate at this great Puerto Rican place (one of the only ones left..Lydia's upset because it's becoming all Mexican and it's where she grew up)..I had "chicken chunks", more appetizing than it sounds, and tostones, of course I have no idea if I spelled that right.
Towards the end, in the second viewing, the priest couldn't make it cuz of an emergency, so Lydia's friends called and told her he was sending over some "short little nuns" to do the blessing instead. It was soo funny. Before the nuns got there, Jamie read a psalm and told a funny story about his grandmother. Then someone said something about her in Spanish. Then Olga spoke for a split second, then someone else in Spanish, then Lydia. She was up there forever, telling this hilarious story about her mother when she was growing up. I felt bad laughing because the end was so so so sad. And on the car ride back, when my dad described Lydia's family situation growing up, I suddenly felt lucky. Then there was this kid, who my dad said is Olga's ex-husband's son, who got up in front of everyone and crying, could barely make it through what he was going to say...about how she's with Jesus and everything like that. That's what made me start crying. Soo at least I accomplished something...?? Heh.
The nuns came and blessed Lidia (that's her name, Lidia Llanos). Evan just about broke down suddenly. He was fine before, prancing around, making stupid jokes like he always does, and suddenly I looked over and he was leaning on Jamie, crying so hard. And Mallory would've cried if her friend wasn't with her, I know she would've. What she was wearing made me mad. This black shirt with like, grafitti, on it, so you could see her bra straps, and tan bermuda shorts. And I spent all this time carefully picking out a black outfit..which looked great, by the way. Olga came up to me and she's like, "you get more and more beautiful every time I see you", then glared at my dad and said, "I wonder where you got it from." Sucks that they don't get along, Olga's so nice to everyone else.

Sigh, so I'm about to leave for the funeral. It's going to be heartbreaking...I really wish I knew this woman, she must've been amazing to have soo many people show up at the wake in tears.

current mood: sympathetic
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Sunday, July 23rd, 2006
Sunday
Jul. 23rd @9:31PM

VACATION PICTURES! Finally! They came with a disc, so I uploaded ones that you might find mildly interesting.

 <-- Pier 39. That was a lot of fun, but we didn't spend too much time there

 <-- Entrance to Chinatown

 <-- in front of the restaurant we ate at in Chinatown

 <-- some random building in Chinatown

 <-- Me with my cool little gold pig from Chinatown

 <-- the streets are SO steep in San Francisco! Anyway, this is the hill we climbed up to Coit Tower, which you can see up in the background.

 <-- in front of the windows at the very top of Coit Tower..nice view from up there

 <-- the murals at Coit Tower we awesome...they all had to do with working life in SF in the 1930s, interesting and very pretty.

 <-- outside of coit tower, there was a walkway where you could see the entire city. I just had to take a picture in front of it...it was almost like the NYC skyline...it didn't show up well in this picture, though.

 <-- Ghiradelli Square. That was a lot of fun. The ice cream was so good and the woman there who was giving out free samples said she liked my prayer box and then wouldn't shut up about it. "Can you put things in there?" "Um I guess." "What kinds of things?" "I don't know...a cotton ball?" "Oh, that's cool. I should get one for my daughter. You know her birthday's in a few days. She just graduated from high school with a 3.5 GPA  and next year she's going to UCLA...." and on and on and ON!

 <-- in the back of the Ghiradelli chocolate store, there were a few machines that were once used to make their chocolate that they call a "factory"...still made for a nice picture.

 <-- Ah, the infamous ferry ride, where my mother threw up...I had so much fun going in and out of the cabin, getting soaked and dizzy, and taking some great pictures, like this one of Alcatraz from a distance. 

 <-- the Golden Gate Bridge as we approached it

 <-- and right before we went underneath and back around to get back to the pier. 

 <-- yes, it's the thing from the theme song of full house! we had soo much fun in fishman's wharf! well at least i did.

 <-- kind of blurry, but this was hadas and i with a pirate skeleton. heh.

 <-- the crazy shrub man who jumps out of nowhere and scares people!! soo funny watching him from behind.

 <-- in front of a giant garden at Stanford. 

 <-- The campus was absolutely beautiful

 <-- from the outside, just before we left

 <-- and then one night, we had dinner at a mexican place, so of course I had to take a picture with the cute little sombrero guy

 <-- and this was just to finish the roll of film...aside from my dad's thumb, i think it's a pretty cute picture of me with annie =)



lol yeah cuz i had nothing better to do.



current mood: mellow
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Sunday
Jul. 23rd @1:57PM
- I know I'm who I am today because I knew you.
I hadn't been to a funeral in years before Mr. Barronowski's and now suddenly I know all these dead people. 

Lydia's mother died at around 3 in the morning. I feel so bad for her, but then I feel happy because
1) I wasn't awake when Lydia left..I have no idea what to say to her when I see her. I've never seen her cry before. I always thought she was incapable.
2) The hospital had been saying she only had a few more days to live since December and we were so sure she'd hang on. My dad kept calling her superwoman and she was because she was proving so many medical experts wrong. But I guess she and Mr. Barronowski can hang out in heaven.

The funeral's on Wednesday, but the wake is on Tuesday...hey, at least I get to wear that black skirt again.

current mood: sympathetic
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Saturday, July 22nd, 2006
Saturday
Jul. 22nd @9:36PM
My mother finally called me back and I told her flat out that I didn't want to see her anymore and I got responses like, "Well that's not nice", "I wouldn't do that to my mother", "You're hurting my feelings", and "Well I don't know what to say"...that last one is when I hung up on her. If she doesn't give in before it gets bad, we're going to court. I don't care what happens, I'm not stepping foot in her apartment ever again, I refuse. I wouldn't be able to without kicking her in her horrible, stupid, clueless face and hearing her bawl like a 5 year old.

But the good part of today...Lydia made rice and beans, Tori's coming over next weekend and my dad promised not to make any Tori's Big Nose Jokes, and I finally got out everything I've wanted to say to "her" for almost 8 years.

*cheers*

ETA: I miss Michaela.

current mood: bitchy
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Saturday
Jul. 22nd @7:39PM
I haaate/love Genevieve and I don't even know her. I am SO jealous. 



That's her and her friend with the great Ausiello at the Everwood Ferris Wheel event!

current mood: jealous
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Saturday
Jul. 22nd @12:15PM
What's with the word, "pasquali"?

current mood: bouncy
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Thursday, July 20th, 2006
Thursday
Jul. 20th @11:17AM
Another IM post::

SoftballSeraphim: why r u up so early?? 
ilyk2obsess: i don't know, i just woke up all of a sudden
SoftballSeraphim: cool 
SoftballSeraphim: maybe its like a psychic voodoo thing, cuz im doing ur friends survey, and i said the person i wanted ot talk to most was u, and then u came, and now im talking to you  
ilyk2obsess: that's probably it

--

ilyk2obsess: do you really trust me? last time i said i'd meet you and adam and i didn't even show up...
SoftballSeraphim: well yeah... but its ok. even if u dont show up, ill still get to see the movie. it would just be more fun with you. id pay, of course, and i could give u the shoes adam and i picked out for you at the vans store  
SoftballSeraphim: theyre preeeeeeeetty 
SoftballSeraphim: -- percy 
ilyk2obsess: you really had to add that?
SoftballSeraphim: yup 
ilyk2obsess: lol ok i'll come then
SoftballSeraphim: we texted him a picture of the shoes, and he responded and said "theyre preeeeeeetty"  

--

SoftballSeraphim: HEY i almost forgot! what r u doing tomorrow? 
SoftballSeraphim: asleep again, huh. 
ilyk2obsess: no i'm not actually
ilyk2obsess: i'm going to that funeral
SoftballSeraphim: oh darn 
ilyk2obsess: and lydia's coming for it so i get rice and beans so i'll be happy
SoftballSeraphim: i was gonna ask if u wanted to come to the beach with me and percy and adam. 
SoftballSeraphim: cool! 
SoftballSeraphim: im sure ull have more fun there 
ilyk2obsess: no!! i want to come!
SoftballSeraphim: well, u kno, u hav 2 pay ur respects 
SoftballSeraphim: the funeral will be better 
ilyk2obsess: but i hardly even knew mr. shackle
SoftballSeraphim: i mean, we're only driving in percy's car out to long beach, having a picnic lunch, and swimming around and tanning in the sand... i mean, it's only percy and adam shirtless. nothign u cant see anytime u want 
ilyk2obsess: =-O
SoftballSeraphim: (LMAOO) 
SoftballSeraphim: what? 
ilyk2obsess: well first of all, i've seen adam shirtless before in an oc screencap and second, i can photoshop percy with his shirt off if i wanted to
SoftballSeraphim: but its fake 
ilyk2obsess: so?
SoftballSeraphim: sigh 
ilyk2obsess: then i don't have to face the real thing

current mood: amused
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Thursday
Jul. 20th @1:39AM
We're picking up pics from SF either tomorrow or Friday, I can't wait. I'll post them all here when we get them.

current mood: chipper
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Wednesday, July 19th, 2006
Wednesday
Jul. 19th @1:44AM
- Oh, Michaela. [like Rory said "Oh Brad"]
ilyk2obsess: is it some kind of sin to look forward to a funeral?
miickee  x0: no
ilyk2obsess: cuz i never get out of the house
ilyk2obsess: plus i got this really nice black skirt for it that i can't wait to wear
ilyk2obsess: heh i feel bad
miickee  x0: aww
miickee  x0: who died?
miickee  x0: (our ekita. avita.)
miickee  x0: anyway.

current mood: complacent
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Tuesday, July 18th, 2006
Tuesday
Jul. 18th @1:50AM
I haveee to do a voice post tomorrow or I'll be stuck having to use all 5 of my July allotment on the 31st and that would look stupid. Soo...I can do a boring one and try to entertain everyone or we can do a GGSiST one..? Any volunteers? 

Yeah, don't get too excited...

current mood: okay
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Monday, July 17th, 2006
Monday
Jul. 17th @6:39PM
- Skipped my best friend's funeral to golf, that's what your dad did!

Sherry's father died...he's only the 3rd person that died when I was old enough to remember. It's really sad...I mean, I only met him a few times, but Sherry was like I am with my dad, they were soo close, I feel so bad for her. Even Mike was broken up about it. Wow, I can't remember the last time I felt so bad for someone.



current mood: sad
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Monday
Jul. 17th @11:45AM
- You and Francie in the parking garage talking about me!
Corel Paint Shop Pro X is soo hard to work with...that's why I can't do all the cool professional looking stuff Morgan does, that and I suck anyway. =) But I did manage to make these after I figured out how to sort of navigate my way around the program:

  Hadas.jpg  Michaela.jpg 

   

my favorite is Michaela's, probably since it was the last one I did and I knew  a little more...i also love the one of hadas and the piano.

Oh yeah and I made this yesterday before I had any idea at all what I was doing:

hadasandme.jpg

EDIT:

& this, too:

Hadasobsessed.jpg

current mood: productive
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Sunday, July 16th, 2006
Sunday
Jul. 16th @12:46PM
- Carry me. No, you carry me.
I feel emotionless, but somehow that makes me sad. I think...?

current mood: blah
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Saturday, July 15th, 2006
Saturday
Jul. 15th @12:01PM
- Back. And smad.
Geez, what a week for the GGSiST. Gigi was explaining to me how tense everyone is....

Michaela's mad at Gigi. 
Ali's mad at Michaela. 
I'm mad at Hadas.
Someone's going to be mad at me very soon, I can almost feel it.
Morgan's in Chicago having a great time and has no idea what's going on. 

Well, obviously I'm back. I probably could've updated here if I'd even had access to Hadas's computer like she promised I would. We hung out in SF on Tuesday and Wednesday morning, her dad called me and told me we wouldn't be able to hang out anymore that week and Hadas never even called or picked up the phone when I called her. Seriously, the whole reason we stayed in Palo Alto instead of SF is because we were expecting her to come with us everywhere. And my mom hated Palo Alto, so we would've had a lot more fun staying in the city. 

At least I got to see Stanford, which was beautiful. And talking to Michaela, using big words to describe the campus probabaly didn't hurt. My favorite part was Fisherman's Wharf on Tuesday, though. See, the time I DID spend with Hadas was awesome. We took a boat that they called a ferry, but it wasn't, around Alcatraz and under the Golden Gate Bridge...I got soaked and my mother threw up, yet I had a lot of fun. Then Hadas and I watched that guy who hides behind leaves and scares people...I got a picture. I almost fell into the water, I was soo scared...but then it was hilarious. Umm, tons of souvieniers, but I can't send out postcards until tomorrow because stamps there were a lot of money, so if you get a San Francisco postcard with a New Jersey postmark, you'll know why. I might wait until August to send a postcard to Percy and tell him that's when I was on vacation...I really want to send him one but he's not moving for another month!!

I can't believe the plane was delayed for 9 hours on Monday, that was crazy..heh, I was screaming at soo many people, waiting at the airport. 

Right, so! Next thing to look forward to: seeing Rent again, this time with my dad on Thursday night! =D

current mood: drained
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